Tessa's Birthday

I woke up and was crabby again. Suprisingly, yesterday I was crabby too...at Great America. What was encouraging was that even though inside I wasn't a very "loving" person, and with other adults I didn't really come through. I have been great with kids. I played and had fun with them. And with our family members, I was loving. But with people I don't know and with my wife, I could really make some progress. I haven't really loved myself all that much and that seems to be the problem. If I could really get that down, not taking care of myself, but actually loving the person I am, it would take care of a lot of stuff.