MY BODY HURTS

It seems like every day I can think of another excuse as to why I have not been more loving today. I am so self-focused right now, it makes me sick. As I was driving today, I really felt exhausted. I feel like there is something wrong with me, but deep down I know that there is nothing wrong with me. I am just an excuse maker now, more soft than I have ever been. I know there are going to be times when my body just doesn't feel up to doing certain things, and I also know that I am working out for real for the first time in a long time, but that doesn't mean that I should allow it to make me stop being a loving person. I will admit though, when it is just me and the kids, during the times that were toughest in the past, these are now the times I enjoy most! At least we ended on a high note tonight!