FASTING

I have noticed that it is hard to love myself, others or God while not eating. I am just not very fun to be around during "fasting day". I have to admit, after three hours of sleep, basketball and fasting; I wasn't my best today. But in the long run, this day will be good in preparing me to get back on track. It is hard to love others when you don't really love yourself. I think that me being me is about hard work and discipline, and now every day I struggle with being able to work harder than anybody else, or even hard at all. I want to, but my body just doesn't seem up to it. Slowly but surely, I have to get back to being me and loving others and God like I love myself!