July 6, 2010

I have just realized that I have become so concerned with what is good for me, what I would like to do and what would make my life better that I have forgotten that my life is all about what God wants and needs from me. While never losing faith, the way I have been living out my faith has been, borrowing a phrase from Liana, "disgusting, gross"! In reading the Bible, speding more time in prayer and really trying to give God a chance with me again, I have become aware of the need to just reflect each day on how much I am loving God, myself and others. Instead of some checklist that becomes a chore, my hope is to just take some time each day to see if how I am living my life is in accordance with what I think what God wants all of our lives to be about - love. My life mission has been, for as long as I can remember, to love God, love myself and love others. This is the chance to make sure I am living out my mission.