OPEN GYM

If the measure of a man is his children, then I guess I am doing a good job of life...cuz our kids are awesome. We spent five hours in the gym today playing all kinds of stuff. We even had two games of hockey. And my wife is doing great in life. So if the people I am around the most are good, then that is a good sign. For me personally though, I feel like a wreck. I look horrible, I feel terrible and I am just wasted. I have the chance to go out right now and all I want to do is lay down...not even sleep, but to just rest. Instead though, I am going to do some manly yoga. The tough part is that while there is stuff I would like to do, the thought of doing anything requiring energy just doesn't seem feasible right now. I know that I am feeling sorry for myself and entering into self-depression mode, but I am just out of it. So I am going to just "show up" and look forward to being better tomorrow.