KATHY IS A PRINCIPAL

One night after being concerned with being too concerned about money, the ultimate test came and...I failed. Kathy finally got the job today and in most of my conversations I focused on how "loaded" we are. In my heart, I know that this is good for the kids, good for Kathy and her self-confidence and for our family in the long run. That Kathy is a principal at 34 is really good. But what came out of my mouth was the money factor. The thing that kills me is that I don't really care. Sure, it will provide some options and allow me to spend more time with the kids and become closer to God, but for some reason, what comes out of my mouth isn't what I really believe. I hate that I say what I think others would say. It has been a tough run on talking in the last couple of days. I guess my heart isn't as good as I give myself credit for...better keep sticking to the Scriptures.