BROKAW PARTY

First, I am proud of myself. I used silence instead of yelling. I didn't get mad today, except when Tessa did her crying, then I had to use a little "mad voice". The point is, I am getting better. The main concern I have right now is Mark and how much he is enjoying school...or life in general. It seems like he is having a real hard time relating to the boys at school. I don't know why I worry so much. He is a great kid. He has a good self image (it seems). I know that he is in your hands and I know that he is in love with you. If I am really all about being a Christian and am truly putting God first, why do I feel so uneasy about our son who is such a great kid? I should appreciate how great he is instead of worrying about what he is not. Is it the sports thing that has me down? Even if he isn't a great athlete right now, and he may be some day, does it matter? I know that I need to just enjoy my time with him instead of trying to "fix" him. Heck, he can fix me.