ST. THOMAS

I finally feel good about St. Thomas and I realize what a great deal I had there. Sure, I haven't forgot about the tough times and the work that was involved, but more and more I am realizing how blessed I have been to have had the opportunities that I have had in my life. I am sure that when I look back, these days of teaching will be the same. I just wish I were more at peace, and that each morning didn't start with the same feeling of depression/anger...whatever this is. Even as I write this, I feel stressed and have no idea why. Almost everything is done, the house is in pretty good shape, the kids are doing well...heck, our marriage is even getting better. But still I don't feel good inside. Dude, I didn't even pray today.