GOD CHAT

This was a great day to chat with God. I did see everything in a new way. I was much less under pressure and much more in tune with God, I think. Of course, by the end of the night for fasting day, I was still edgy and crabby. My hope is that when I get back on course, when I am eating tomorrow, then I will get back to peace. I realized that once again my problems come from being too selfish, trying to take too much time filling my own needs, trying to make myself happy and not doing or being there for others. It is a shame that I spend so much time trying to do for myself the things that I don't really want for myself. What I really want is to do God's stuff and when I don't, when I ain't focused on what God wants, I get really messed up inside. So instead of trying to get every ounce of football, instead of worrying about how to have a better marriage, I should just try to spend every minute of every day trying to be like Jesus!