SNOWMAN DAY

I was much better today, having fun with Liana, being nice to people at work and just being more of the person I want to be. The problem is, I always have to wind up going to work. I even prayed today to be used at Famous Dave's and then I messed up a check. It could have been a lot worse, but I am making mistakes I never made before. I just don't know why, but I do believe it has something to do with being too selfish. I have to get over this ego thing. I did recognize something today. While in the church, there were countless situations every day where I had to be outgoing and energetic and it was really tough for me. In the end though, I was glad I did that. I realize that now that I don't have to do that, I have an easy out. To be the person I want to be is to not do what comes naturally and avoid people. I have to take risks and be "me" to do what God wants me to I think.