CATS AND DOGS

I have to figure out why I just go through periods of being "down". I think that it has to do with no rest, but there is also the "pressure" of having something to do. With this Benet thing next week, and the desire to just rest this week, it seems like when I have things to do that aren't getting done, I really freak out a little bit. In my attempts to please other people, it seems like I don't do a very good job of being the person I want to be. I have to admit that while I believe that I will do a good job at stuff, actually doing it, when the time comes, makes me a little nervous. When it gets done though, I am fine. So in times like this, with the marathon looming, I also have to get stuff done. Regardless, I have to focus in the moment, plan a time when I will get whatever I need to get done and then live life to the full.