A New Plan

For awhile now, even though I have the life I have always wanted, I have been as miserable as I can ever imagine being. I don't know why, but nothing seems fun or good or right. My head is out of wack. I can't work hard. I am always tired. I don't look forward to anything. So I decided to hang out with God and figure out what the heck is wrong. Amongst other things, I realized that my life was spent in "survival mode" rather than "attack mode". Each day I have been just trying to "make it" instead of growing and making my life what I think God wants it to be. I think I have lost self-confidence, passion and the desire to do great things. But that is going to change. I have decided to get back to doing what is important and planning my life accordingly. I don't know what kind of change it will make, but with a little time of reflection and a lot of help from God, I hope that my life will take on more meaning!