MEAN DAD

I am feeling a little like the guy who I used to hate so much. Right as I start to get on a roll, I go two steps backwards. Not very loving the last two days, and it isn't all about sleep. I have been getting stuff done, but when I get away from being the person I think you want me to be, and when I get away from dreaming big, then it starts to really go down hill. I know you have a plan for me, and while it may not be anything that I ever expected, and it may not make me famous or part of some great master plan...there is something for me and I have to keep shooting for it. I can't let the little things get me down. And I have to remember that 20 miles is just around the corner, after which I can get to work on some of this "working hard" stuff. I have to admit that I am getting life in order, now I just have to get back to putting God first!